XX as my new target xpp but it's impossible

I've already give up you.of course.
it's been a long time.
you've betrayed me and fall in love with my best friend.
what kind of guys is this?
am i the one who are wrong?
cause i've choosen you.
but since i've give up you long time ago,i've a new target.
and it's Brian Ho.
OMG!he's damn handsome weih!!
he's a mixed(but not sure what mix with what><).
but he's form 4,so its can see cannot eat.
we don't even know each other at all.
i know him because of zying was introducing the guys to me and i was just concentrating looking at him.
dang it!
he's really very very handsome and cutie!!
i know it's not kind of suitable to use the word cute to describe a guy,but he's really very cutie><
because of now our scul is having a sports day,
every people who took part need to practise then only i mange to see him.
he's in rumah biru.
i'm rumah kuning.
it's kinda difficult to find him,although he is sharp enough xpp
I was too lazy to post up the geo and sej folio.
cause all of them i've done and pass up.
so if want to post up,i need to do one more time.
i'm damn seleepy right now.
no mood to write anymore.
just got to go.