XX as my new target xpp but it's impossible

I've already give up you.of course.
it's been a long time.
you've betrayed me and fall in love with my best friend.
what kind of guys is this?
am i the one who are wrong?
cause i've choosen you.
but since i've give up you long time ago,i've a new target.
and it's Brian Ho.
OMG!he's damn handsome weih!!
he's a mixed(but not sure what mix with what><).
but he's form 4,so its can see cannot eat.
we don't even know each other at all.
i know him because of zying was introducing the guys to me and i was just concentrating looking at him.
dang it!
he's really very very handsome and cutie!!
i know it's not kind of suitable to use the word cute to describe a guy,but he's really very cutie><
because of now our scul is having a sports day,
every people who took part need to practise then only i mange to see him.
he's in rumah biru.
i'm rumah kuning.
it's kinda difficult to find him,although he is sharp enough xpp
I was too lazy to post up the geo and sej folio.
cause all of them i've done and pass up.
so if want to post up,i need to do one more time.
i'm damn seleepy right now.
no mood to write anymore.
just got to go.

Sharing my twiiter and fb account^^

我来了^^ 我打算公开我的facebook和twitter的户口了。
Facebook：http://www.facebook.com/rilakumma.jc
Twitter：https://twitter.com/#!/IcolaJc
欢迎大家来add和follow我哟><
由于twitter户口是刚开的，所以不多人follow。
就请大家多多帮忙咯！
最近的我也不知怎么的，总觉得我没想以前那么喜欢他了。
是时候放弃了吗？
既然是时候了，那么就放弃吧：）
不要让自己痛苦，也不要让爱你的人痛苦 :D